har moD par fareb hi khana paDa mujhe
har moḌ par fareb hī khānā paḌā mujhe
sach bolne kā bojh uThānā paḌā mujhe
qissa tumhārī yaad kā jab bhī chhiḌā kahīñ
mahfil se uTh ke duur hī jaanā paḌā mujhe
vo ḳhvāb jis kī koī bhī tā'bīr hī na thī
bojh us kā 'umr bhar hī uThānā paḌā mujhe
ik naam thā jo dil kī lakīroñ meñ qaid thā
apne hī hāthoñ us ko miTānā paḌā mujhe
kuchh aise bhī maqām mile rāh-e-'ishq meñ
patthar kī tarh ḳhud ko banānā paḌā mujhe
pūchhā kisī ne hañs ke jo barbādī kā sabab
apnā hī naam sab ko batānā paḌā mujhe
maiñ kāñch kā makān thā patthar ke shahr meñ
har zaḳhm apne dil meñ chhupānā paḌā mujhe
apne hī 'aks se mujhe vahshat sī ho ga.ī
ā.īna apne ghar se haTānā paḌā mujhe
'ādil' gunāh-gār thā sharminda ho gayā
sajdoñ meñ apne rab ko manānā paḌā mujhe
har moD par fareb hi khana paDa mujhe
sach bolne ka bojh uThana paDa mujhe
qissa tumhaari yaad ka jab bhi chhiDa kahin
mahfil se uTh ke dur hi jaana paDa mujhe
wo KHwab jis ki koi bhi ta'bir hi na thi
bojh us ka 'umr bhar hi uThana paDa mujhe
ek nam tha jo dil ki lakiron mein qaid tha
apne hi hathon us ko miTana paDa mujhe
kuchh aise bhi maqam mile rah-e-'ishq mein
patthar ki tarh KHud ko banana paDa mujhe
puchha kisi ne hans ke jo barbaadi ka sabab
apna hi nam sab ko batana paDa mujhe
main kanch ka makan tha patthar ke shahr mein
har zaKHm apne dil mein chhupana paDa mujhe
apne hi 'aks se mujhe wahshat si ho gai
aaina apne ghar se haTana paDa mujhe
'adil' gunah-gar tha sharminda ho gaya
sajdon mein apne rab ko manana paDa mujhe
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