tumhe.n mere paas itnii der KHaamosh baiThnaa chaahiye thaa
ki merii nazme.n bolne lag jaatii.n
aur tumhaare baa'd
mai.n apnii dabii hu.ii aavaazo.n ko sun saktaa
jo chup rah kar mujhe andar se noch rahii hai.n
mukammal nii.nd na lene se
dimaaG KHud ko khaanaa shuruu' kar detaa hai
shaayad mai.n apnii KHaamoshii kabhii bayaan na kar sakuu.n
psychologist hame.n zinda rakhne kii kitnii koshish kar sakte hai.n
aglii baar jab tum mujhe milogii
mere ehsaasaat nigal liye ga.e ho.nge
aur ek KHol baaqii rah jaa.egaa
mai.n phobia kaa shikaar ho chukaa huu.n
aur KHuun kii buu mahsuus kartaa huu.n
jaise aaKHrii hichkii se pahle ko.ii maut ko mahsuus kar le
aur us kii aa.nkho.n me.n
zindagii mom kii tarah pighal rahii ho
un aa.nkho.n me.n jhaa.nk kar log rone ke sivaa kuchh nahii.n kar sakte
mai.n ab kuchh nahii.n kar saktaa
maut ek bhai.ns kii tarah
hame.n apnaa chaara samajh kar chabaa jaa.egii
aur KHud bil-aaKHir zab.h kar dii jaa.egii
ham apne Dar kaa galaa dabaa kar use maar nahii.n sakte
ham apne Dar ko gahre paanii me.n dhakkaa nahii.n de sakte
ham apne Dar kaa qatl nahii.n kar sakte
mere haath kaa.npne lag jaate hai.n
jab mujhe Gussa aa.e
aur jism sansanaa jaataa hai
zindagii vahshat kaa ruup dhaarne me.n vaqt nahii.n letii
zindagii hame.n akelaa paane kii taak me.n hai
jabki mai.n maut se KHaufzada nahii.n
tumhe.n mere saath itnii der jaagte rahnaa chaahiye thaa
ki mai.n abdii nii.nd so saktaa
tumhe.n mere paas itnii der KHaamosh baiThnaa chaahiye thaa
ki merii nazme.n bolne lag jaatii.n
aur tumhaare baa'd
mai.n apnii dabii hu.ii aavaazo.n ko sun saktaa
jo chup rah kar mujhe andar se noch rahii hai.n
mukammal nii.nd na lene se
dimaaG KHud ko khaanaa shuruu' kar detaa hai
shaayad mai.n apnii KHaamoshii kabhii bayaan na kar sakuu.n
psychologist hame.n zinda rakhne kii kitnii koshish kar sakte hai.n
aglii baar jab tum mujhe milogii
mere ehsaasaat nigal liye ga.e ho.nge
aur ek KHol baaqii rah jaa.egaa
mai.n phobia kaa shikaar ho chukaa huu.n
aur KHuun kii buu mahsuus kartaa huu.n
jaise aaKHrii hichkii se pahle ko.ii maut ko mahsuus kar le
aur us kii aa.nkho.n me.n
zindagii mom kii tarah pighal rahii ho
un aa.nkho.n me.n jhaa.nk kar log rone ke sivaa kuchh nahii.n kar sakte
mai.n ab kuchh nahii.n kar saktaa
maut ek bhai.ns kii tarah
hame.n apnaa chaara samajh kar chabaa jaa.egii
aur KHud bil-aaKHir zab.h kar dii jaa.egii
ham apne Dar kaa galaa dabaa kar use maar nahii.n sakte
ham apne Dar ko gahre paanii me.n dhakkaa nahii.n de sakte
ham apne Dar kaa qatl nahii.n kar sakte
mere haath kaa.npne lag jaate hai.n
jab mujhe Gussa aa.e
aur jism sansanaa jaataa hai
zindagii vahshat kaa ruup dhaarne me.n vaqt nahii.n letii
zindagii hame.n akelaa paane kii taak me.n hai
jabki mai.n maut se KHaufzada nahii.n
tumhe.n mere saath itnii der jaagte rahnaa chaahiye thaa
ki mai.n abdii nii.nd so saktaa
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