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naam bhuule se jo meraa kahii.n aayaa hogaaGair-mahsuus tariiqe se vo chau.nkaa hogaaek jumle ko ka.ii baar sunaayaa hogaabaat karte hu.e sau baar vo bhuulaa hogaaye jo la.Dkii na.ii aa.ii hai kahii.n vo to nahii.nus ne har chehra yahii soch ke dekhaa hogaajaan-e-mahfil hai magar aaj faqat mere baGairhaa.e kis darja vahii bazm me.n tanhaa hogaakabhii sannaaTo.n se vahshat jo hu.ii hogii useus ne be-saaKHta phir mujh ko pukaaraa hogaachalte chalte ko.ii maanuus sii aahaT paa kardosto.n ko bhii kis uzr se rokaa hogaayaad kar ke mujhe nam ho ga.ii ho.ngii palke.n''aa.nkh me.n pa.D gayaa kuchh'' kah ke ye Taalaa hogaaaur ghabraa ke kitaabo.n me.n jo lii hogii panaahhar satar me.n miraa chehra ubhar aayaa hogaajab milii hogii use merii alaalat kii KHabarus ne aahista se diivaar ko thaamaa hogaasoch kar ye ki bahal jaa.e pareshaanii-e-dilyuu.nhii be-vaj.h kisii shaKHs ko rokaa hogaa!
gul hu.ii jaatii hai afsurda sulagtii hu.ii shaamDhul ke niklegii abhii chashma-e-mahtaab se raataur mushtaaq nigaaho.n kii sunii jaa.egiiaur un haatho.n se mas ho.nge ye tarse hu.e haatun kaa aa.nchal hai ki ruKHsaar ki pairaahan haikuchh to hai jis se hu.ii jaatii hai chilman ra.ngii.njaane us zulf kii mauhuum ghanii chhaa.nv me.nTimTimaataa hai vo aaveza abhii tak ki nahii.naaj phir husn-e-dil-aaraa kii vahii dhaj hogiivahii KHvaabiida sii aa.nkhe.n vahii kaajal kii lakiirra.ng-e-rukHsaar pe halkaa saa vo Gaaze kaa Gubaarsandalii haath pe dhu.ndlii sii hinaa kii tahriirapne afkaar kii ash.aar kii duniyaa hai yahiijaan-e-mazmuu.n hai yahii shaahid-e-ma.anii hai yahiiaaj tak surKH o siyah sadiyo.n ke saa.e ke taleaadam o havvaa kii aulaad pe kyaa guzrii hai?maut aur ziist kii rozaana saf-aaraa.ii me.nham pe kyaa guzregii ajdaad pe kyaa guzrii hai?in damakte hu.e shahro.n kii faraavaa.n maKHluuqkyuu.n faqat marne kii hasrat me.n jiyaa kartii haiye hasii.n khet phaTaa pa.Dtaa hai jauban jin kaa!kis liye in me.n faqat bhuuk ugaa kartii haiye har ik samt pur-asraar ka.Dii diivaare.njal-bujhe jin me.n hazaaro.n kii javaanii ke charaaGye har ik gaam pe un KHvaabo.n kii maqtal-gaahe.njin ke partav se charaaGaa.n hai.n hazaaro.n ke dimaaGye bhii hai.n aise ka.ii aur bhii mazmuu.n ho.ngelekin us shoKH ke aahista se khulte hu.e ho.nThaa.e us jism ke kambaKHt dil-aavez KHutuutaap hii kahiye kahii.n aise bhii afsuu.n ho.nge
jaane kab tak tirii tasviir nigaaho.n me.n rahiiho ga.ii raat tire aks ko takte taktemai.n ne phir tere tasavvur ke kisii lamhe me.nterii tasviir pe lab rakh diye aahista se!
ma.iishat duusro.n ke haath me.n hai mere qabze me.njuz ik zehn-e-rasaa kuchh bhii nahii.n phir bhii magar mujh koKHarosh-e-umr ke itmaam tak ik baar uThaanaa haianaasir muntashir ho jaane nabze.n Duub jaane taknavaa-e-sub.h ho yaa naala-e-shab kuchh bhii gaanaa haizafar-mando.n ke aage rizq kii tahsiil kii KHaatirkabhii apnaa hii naGma un kaa kah kar muskuraanaa haivo KHaama-sozii shab-bedaariyo.n kaa jo natiija house ik khoTe sikke kii tarah sab ko dikhaanaa haikabhii jab sochtaa huu.n apne baare me.n to kahtaa huu.nki tuu ik aabla hai jis ko aaKHir phuuT jaanaa haiGaraz gardaa.n huu.n baad-e-sub.h-gaahii kii tarah lekinsahar kii aarzuu me.n shab kaa daaman thaamtaa huu.n jabye la.Dkaa puuchhtaa hai aKHtar-ul-iimaan tum hii hoye la.Dkaa puuchhtaa hai jab to mai.n jhallaa ke kahtaa huu.nvo aashufta-mizaaj andoh-parvar iztiraab-aasaajise tum puuchhte rahte ho kab kaa mar chukaa zaalimuse KHud apne haatho.n se kafan de kar farebo.n kaaisii kii aarzuu.o.n kii lahad me.n phe.nk aayaa huu.nmai.n us la.Dke se kahtaa huu.n vo sho.ala mar chukaa jis nekabhii chaahaa thaa ik KHaashaak-e-aalam phuu.nk Daalegaaye la.Dkaa muskuraataa hai ye aahista se kahtaa haiye kizb-o-iftiraa hai jhuuT hai dekho mai.n zinda huu.n
magar us ne rokaa na mujh ko manaayaana daaman hii pak.Daa na mujh ko biThaayaana aavaaz hii dii na mujh ko bulaayaamai.n aahista aahista ba.Dhtaa hii aayaayahaa.n tak ki us se judaa ho gayaa mai.n
aa.nkh bojhal haimagar nii.nd nahii.n aatii haimerii gardan me.n hamaa.il tirii baa.nhe.n jo nahii.nkisii karvaT bhii mujhe chain nahii.n pa.Dtaa haisard pa.Dtii hu.ii raatmaa.ngne aa.ii hai phir mujh setire narm badan kii garmiiaur dariicho.n se jhijaktii hu.ii aahista havaakhojtii hai mire Gam-KHaane me.nterii saa.nso.n kii gulaabii KHushbuu!meraa bistar hii nahii.ndil bhii bahut KHaalii haiik KHalaa hai ki mirii ruuh me.n dahshat kii tarah utraa haiteraa nanhaa saa vajuudkaise us ne mujhe bhar rakkhaa thaatire hote hu.e duniyaa se ta'alluq kii zaruurat hii na thiisaarii vaabastagiyaa.n tujh se thii.ntuu mirii soch bhii, tasviir bhii aur bolii bhiimai.n tirii maa.n, bhii tirii dost bhii ham-jolii bhiitere jaane pe khulaalafz hii ko.ii mujhe yaad nahii.nbaat karnaa hii mujhe bhuul gayaa!tuu mirii ruuh kaa hissa thaamire chaaro.n tarafchaa.nd kii tarah se raqsaa.n thaa magarkis qadar jald tirii hastii nemire atraaf me.n suuraj kii jagah le lii haiab tire gird mai.n raqsinda huu.n!vaqt kaa faisla thaatire fardaa kii rifaaqat ke liyemeraa imroz akelaa rah jaa.emire bachche, mire laalfarz to mujh ko nibhaanaa hai magardekh ki kitnii akelii huu.n mai.n!
dekho aahista chalo aur bhii aahista zaraadekhnaa soch sambhal kar zaraa paa.nv rakhnaazor se baj na uThe pairo.n kii aavaaz kahii.nkaa.nch ke KHvaab hai.n bikhre hu.e tanhaa.ii me.nKHvaab TuuTe na ko.ii jaag na jaa.e dekho
dayaar-e-hind thaa gahvaara yaad hai hamdambahut zamaana hu.aa kis ke kis ke bachpan kaaisii zamiin pe khelaa hai 'raam' kaa bachpanisii zamiin pe un nanhe nanhe haatho.n nekisii samay me.n dhanush-baan ko sambhaalaa thaaisii dayaar ne dekhii hai 'krishn' kii liilaayahii.n gharo.ndo.n me.n siitaa sulochanaa raadhaakisii zamaane me.n gu.Diyo.n se kheltii ho.ngiiyahii zamii.n yahii dariyaa pahaa.D jangal baaGyahii havaa.e.n yahii sub.h-o-shaam suuraj chaa.ndyahii ghaTaa.e.n yahii barq-o-ra.ad o qaus-e-quzahyahii.n ke giit rivaayaat mausamo.n ke juluushu.aa zamaana ki 'siddhaarth' ke the gahvaareinhii nazaaro.n me.n bachpan kaTaa thaa 'vikram' kaasunaa hai 'bhartarharii' bhii inhii.n se khelaa thaa'bharat' agastya' 'kapil' 'vyaas' 'pashii' 'kautilya''janak' vashishth' 'manu' 'vaalmik' vishvaamitr'kanaad' 'gautam' o ramanuj 'kumaaril-bhatt'mohanjoDaaro ha.Dappaa ke aur ajantaa kebanaane vaale yahii.n ballamo.n se khele theisii hi.nDole me.n 'bhavabhut' o 'kaaliidaas' kabhiihumak humak ke jo tutlaa ke gungunaa.e thesarasvatii ne zabaano.n ko un kii chuumaa thaayahii.n ke chaa.nd va suuraj khilaune the un keinhii.n fazaa.o.n me.n bachpan palaa thaa 'KHusrav' kaaisii zamii.n se uThe 'tansen' aur 'akbar''rahiim' 'nanak' o 'chaitanya' aur 'chishti' neinhii.n fazaa.o.n me.n bachpan ke din guzaare theisii zamii.n pe kabhii shazaada-e-'KHurram'zaraa sii dil-shikanii par jo ro diyaa hogaabhar aayaa thaa dil-e-naazuk to kyaa ajab is me.nin aa.nsu.o.n me.n jhalak taaj kii bhii dekhii ho'ahalyabaa.i' 'daman' 'padmini' o 'raziya' neyahii.n ke pe.Do.n kii shaaKHo.n me.n Daale the jhuuleisii fazaa me.n ba.Dhaa.ii thii pe.ng bachpan kiiinhii nazaaro.n me.n saavan ke giit gaa.e theisii zamiin pe ghuTno.n ke bal chale ho.nge'malik-mohammad' o 'raskhan' aur 'tulsi-das'inhii.n fazaa.o.n me.n guu.njii thii totlii bolii'kabir-das' 'Tukaaraam' 'suur' o 'miiraa' kiiisii hi.nDole me.n 'viddypati' kaa ka.nTh khulaaisii zamiin ke the laal 'miir' o 'Gaalib' bhiiThumak Thumak ke chale the gharo.n ke aa.ngan me.n'aniis' o 'haalii' o 'iqbaal' aur 'vaaris-shaah'yahii.n kii KHaak se ubhre the 'premchand' o 'tagore'yahii.n se uTThe the tahziib-e-hind ke me.amaarisii zamiin ne dekhaa thaa baal-pan in kaayahii.n dikhaa.ii thii.n in sab ne baal-liilaa.e.nyahii.n har ek ke bachpan ne tarbiyat paa.iiyahii.n har ek ke jiivan kaa baalkaa.nD khulaayahii.n se uThte baguulo.n ke saath dau.De hai.nyahii.n kii mast ghaTaa.o.n ke saath jhuume hai.nyahii.n kii madh-bharii barsaat me.n nahaa.e hai.nlipaT ke kiicha.D o paanii se bachpane un keisii zamiin se uTThe vo desh ke saava.ntu.Daa diyaa thaa jinhe.n company ne topo.n seisii zamiin se uThii hai.n an-ginat nasle.npale hai.n hind hi.nDole me.n an-ginat bachchemujh aise kitne hii gumnaam bachche khele hai.nisii zamii.n se isii me.n supurd-e-KHaak hu.ezamiin-e-hind ab aaraam-gaah hai un kiiis arz-e-paak se uTThii.n bahut sii tahziibe.nyahii.n tuluu hu.ii.n aur yahii.n Guruub hu.ii.nisii zamiin se ubhre ka.ii uluum-o-funuunfaraaz-e-koh-e-himaala ye daur-e-ga.ng-o-jamanaur in kii god me.n parvarda kaarvaano.n neyahii.n rumuuz-e-KHiraam-e-sukuu.n-numaa siikhenasiim-e-sub.h-e-tamaddun ne bhairvii.n chhe.Diiyahii.n vatan ke taraano.n kii vo pave.n phuuTe.nvo be-qaraar sukuu.n-zaa tarannum-e-sahariivo kapkapaate hu.e soz-o-saaz ke sho.aleinhii fazaa.o.n me.n a.ng.Daa.iyaa.n jo le ke uThelavo.n se jin ke charaaGaa.n hu.ii thii bazm-e-hayaatjinho.n ne hind kii tahziib ko zamaana hu.aabahut se zaaviyo.n se aa.iina dikhaayaa thaaisii zamii.n pe Dhalii hai mirii hayaat kii shaamisii zamiin pe vo sub.h muskuraa.ii haitamaam sho.ala o shabnam mirii hayaat kii sub.hsunaa.uu.n aaj kahaanii mai.n apne bachpan kiidil-o-dimaaG kii kaliyaa.n abhii na chaTkii thii.nhamesha kheltaa rahtaa thaa bhaa.ii bahno.n me.nhamaare saath mohalle kii la.Dkiyaa.n la.Dkemachaa.e rakhte the baalak udham har ek gha.Diilahuu tara.ng uchhal-phaa.nd kaa ye aalam thaamohalla sar pe uThaa.e phire jidhar guzrehamaare chahchahe aur shor guu.njte rahtechahaar-samt mohalle ke goshe goshe me.nfazaa me.n aaj bhii laa-raib guu.njte ho.ngeagarche duusre bachcho.n kii tarah thaa mai.n bhiiba-zaahir auro.n ke bachpan saa thaa miraa bachpanye sab sahii mire bachpan kii shaKHsiyat bhii thii ekvo shaKHsiyat ki bahut shoKH jis ke the KHad-o-KHaaladaa adaa me.n ko.ii shaan-e-infiraadii thiiGaraz kuchh aur hii lachchhan the mere bachpan kemujhe thaa chhoTe ba.Do.n se bahut shadiid lagaavhar ek par mai.n chhi.Daktaa thaa apnii nannhii sii jaa.ndil umDaa aataa thaa aisaa ki jii ye chaahtaa thaauThaa ke rakh luu.n kaleje me.n apnii duniyaa komujhe hai yaad abhii tak ki khel-kuud me.n bhiikuchh aise vaqfe pur-asraar aa hii jaate theki jin me.n sochne lagtaa thaa kuchh miraa bachpanka.ii ma.aanii-e-be-lafz chhuune lagte thebutuun-e-Gaib se mere shu.uur-e-asGar kohar ek manzar-e-maanuus ghar kaa har goshakisii tarah kii ho ghar me.n sajii hu.ii har chiizmire mohalle kii galiyaa.n makaa.n dar-o-diivaarchabuutre ku.e.n kuchh pe.D jhaa.Diyaa.n bele.nvo pherii vaale ka.ii un ke bhaa.nt bhaa.nt ke bolvo jaane buujhe manaazir vo aasmaa.n o zamii.nbadalte vaqt kaa aa.iina garmii-o-KHunkiiGuruub-e-mahr me.n ra.ngo.n kaa jaagtaa jaaduushafaq ke shiish-mahal me.n gudaaz-e-pinhaa.n sejavaahro.n kii chaTaane.n sii kuchh pighaltii hu.ii.nshajar hajar kii vo kuchh sochtii hu.ii duniyaasuhaanii raat kii maanuus ramaziyat kaa fusuu.nalassabaah ufuq kii vo thartharaatii bhave.nkisii kaa jhaa.nknaa aahista phuuTtii pau sevo dopahar kaa samay darja-e-tapish kaa cha.Dhaavthakii thakii sii fazaa me.n vo zindagii kaa utaarhu.aa kii bansiyaa.n ba.nsvaa.Diyo.n me.n bajtii hu.ii.nvo din ke ba.Dhte hu.e saa.e sah-pahar kaa sukuu.nsukuut shaam kaa jab dono.n vaqt milte hai.nGaraz jhalakte hu.e sarsarii manaazir parmujhe gumaan paristaaniyat kaa hotaa thaahar ek chiiz kii vo KHvaab-naak asliyyatmire shu.uur kii chilman se jhaa.nktaa thaa ko.iiliye rubuubiyat-e-kaa.enaat kaa ehsaashar ek jalve me.n Gaib o shuhuud kaa vo milaaphar ik nazaara ik aa.iina-KHaana-e-hairathar ek manzar-e-maanuus ek hairat-zaarkahii.n rahuu.n kahii.n khelo.n kahii.n pa.Dhuu.n likhuu.nmire shu.uur pe ma.nDlaate the manaazir-e-dahrmai.n akasr un ke tasavvur me.n Duub jaataa thaavafuur-e-jazba se ho jaatii thii mizha pur-nammujhe yaqiin hai in unsurii manaazir seki aam bachcho.n se letaa thaa mai.n ziyaada asarkisii samay mirii tiflii rahii na be-parvaana chhuu sakii mirii tiflii ko Gaflat-e-tifliiye khel-kuud ke lamho.n me.n hotaa thaa ehsaasdu.aa.e.n detaa ho jaise mujhe sukuut-e-davaamki jaise haath abad rakh de dosh-e-tiflii parhar ek lamha ke raKHno.n se jhaa.nktii sadiyaa.nkahaaniyaa.n jo sunuu.n un me.n Duub jaataa thaaki aadmii ke liye aadmii kii jag-biitiise ba.Dh ke kaun sii shai aur ho hii saktii haiinhii fasaano.n me.n pinhaa.n the zindagii ke rumuuzinhii fasaano.n me.n khulte the raaz-haa-e-hayaatunhe.n fasaano.n me.n miltii thii.n ziist kii qadre.nrumuuz-e-besh-bahaa TheTh aadmiyat kekahaaniyaa.n thii.n ki sad-dars-gaah-e-riqqat-e-qalbhar ik kahaanii me.n shaa.istagi-e-Gam kaa sabaqvo unsur aa.nsu.o.n kaa daastaan-e-insaa.n me.nvo nal-daman kii kathaa sarguzasht-e-savitrii'shakuntlaa' kii kahaanii 'bharat' kii qurbaaniivo marg-e-bhishm-pitaamah vo sej tiiro.n kiivo paan.cho paa.nDav kii sovarg-yaatraa kii kathaavatan se ruKHsat-e-'siddhaarth' 'raam' kaa ban-baasvafaa ke baa'd bhii 'siitaa' kii vo jalaa-vataniivo raato.n-raat 'sirii-krishn' ko uThaa.e hu.ebalaa kii qaid se 'basdev' kaa nikal jaanaavo a.ndhkaar vo baarish, ba.Dhii hu.ii jamunaaGam-e-aafriin kahaanii vo 'hiir' 'raa.njhaa' kiishu.uur-e-hind ke bachpan kii yaadgaar-e-aziimki aise vaise taKHayyul kii saa.ns ukha.D jaa.eka.ii muhayyur-e-idraak dev-maalaaye.nhitopdesh ke qisse kathaa sarat-saagarkaro.Do.n siino.n me.n vo guu.njtaa hu.aa aalhaamai.n puuchhtaa huu.n kisii aur malak vaalo.n sekahaaniyo.n kii ye daulat ye be-bahaa daulatfasaane dekh lo in ke nazar bhii aatii haimai.n puuchhtaa huu.n ki gahvaare aur qaumo.n kebase hu.e hai.n kahii.n aisii daastaano.n sekahaaniyaa.n jo mai.n suntaa thaa apne bachpan me.nmire liye vo na thii.n mahz baa.is-e-tafriihfasaano.n se mire bachpan ne sochnaa siikhaafasaano.n se mujhe sanjiidgii ke dars milefasaano.n me.n nazar aatii thii mujh ko ye duniyaaGam o KHushii me.n rachii pyaar me.n basaa.ii hu.iifasaano.n se mire dil ne ghulaavaTe.n paa.ii.nyahii nahii.n ki mashaahiir hii ke afsaanezaraa sii umr me.n karte ho.n mujh ko muta.assirmohalle Tole ke gumnaam aadamiyyo.n kekuchh aise sun.ne me.n aate the vaaqi.aat-e-hayaatjo.n yuu.n to hote the farsuuda aur ma.amuuliimagar the aa.iine iKHlaas aur sharaafat keye chand aa.ii ga.ii baate.n aisii baate.n thii.nki jin kii oT chamaktaa thaa dard-e-insaaniiye vaardaat nahii.n razmiyye hayaat ke theGaraz ki ye hai.n mire bachpane kii tasviire.nnadiim aur bhii kuchh KHatt-o-KHaal hai.n un keye merii maa.n kaa hai kahnaa ki jab mai.n bachcha thaamai.n aise aadmii kii god me.n na jaataa thaajo bad-qimaar ho aibii ho yaa ho bad-suuratmujhe bhii yaad hai nau das baras hii kaa mai.n thaato mujh pe kartaa thaa jaaduu saa husn-e-insaaniikuchh aisaa hotaa thaa mahsuus jab mai.n dekhtaa thaashagufta rang tar-o-taaza ruup vaalo.n kaaki un kii aa.nch mirii haDDiyaa.n galaa degiiik aazmaa.ish-e-jaa.n thii ki thaa shu.uur-e-jamaalaur us kii nashtariyyat us kii ustuKHaa.n-soziiGam o nashaat lagaavaT mohabbat o nafratik intishaar-e-sakuu.n iztiraab pyaar itaabvo be-panaah zakii-ul-hisii vo hilm o Guruurkabhii kabhii vo bhare ghar me.n hiss-e-tanhaa.iivo vahshate.n mirii maahaul-e-KHush-gavaar me.n bhiimirii sarisht me.n ziddain ke ka.ii jo.Deshuruu.a hii se the maujuud aab-o-taab ke saathmire mizaaj me.n pinhaa.n thii ek jadaliyyatrago.n me.n chhuuTte rahte the be-shumaar anaarnadiim ye hai.n mire baal-pan ke kuchh aasaarvafuur o shiddat-e-jazbaat kaa ye aalam thaaki kau.nde jast kare.n dil ke aabgiine me.nvo bachpanaa jise bardaasht apnii mushkil hovo bachpanaa jo KHud apnii hii tevriyaa.n sii cha.Dhaa.enadiim zikr-e-javaanii se kaa.np jaataa huu.njavaanii aa.ii dabe paa.nv aur yuu.n aa.iiki us ke aate hii big.Daa banaa-banaayaa khelvo KHvaahishaat ke jazbaat ke umaDte hu.evo ho.nkte hu.e be-naam aag ke tuufaa.nvo phuuTtaa hu.aa jvaalaa-mukhii javaanii kaarago.n me.n uThtii hu.ii aa.ndhiyo.n ke vo jhaTkeki jo tavaazun-e-hastii jhi.njho.D ke rakh de.nvo zalzale ki pahaa.Do.n ke pair ukha.D jaa.e.nbuluuGiyat kii vo Tiise.n vo karb-e-nashv-o-numaaaur aise me.n mujhe byaahaa gayaa bhalaa kis sejo ho na saktii thii hargiz mirii shariik-e-hayaatham ek duusre ke vaaste bane hii na thesiyaah ho ga.ii duniyaa mirii nigaaho.n me.nvo jis ko kahte hai.n shaadii-e-KHaanaa-aabaadiimire liye vo banii bevgii javaanii kiiluTaa suhaag mirii zindagii kaa maa.nDo me.nnadiim khaa ga.ii mujh ko nazar javaanii kiibalaa-e-jaan mujhe ho gayaa shu.uur-e-jamaaltalaash-e-shola-e-ulfat se ye hu.aa haasilki nafrato.n kaa agan-ku.nD ban ga.ii hastiivo halq o siina o rag rag me.n be-panaah chubhaanadiim jaise nigal lii ho mai.n ne naag-phaniiz ishq-zaadam o ishqam kamusht zaar-o-dareGKHabar na burd ba-rustam kase ki sohraabamna puuchh aalam-e-kaam-o-dahan nadiim miresamar hayaat kaa jab raakh bin gayaa mu.nh me.nmai.n chaltii-phirtii chitaa ban gayaa javaanii kiimai.n kaa.ndhaa detaa rahaa apne jiite murde koye sochtaa thaa ki ab kyaa karuu.n kahaa.n jaa.uu.nbahut se aur masaa.ib bhii mujh pe TuuT pa.Demai.n Dhuu.nDhne lagaa har samt sachchii jhuuTii panaahtalaash-e-husn me.n sher-o-adab me.n dostii me.nru.ndhii sadaa se mohabbat kii bhiik maa.ngii haina.e sire se samajhnaa pa.Daa hai duniyaa koba.De jatan se sambhaalaa hai KHud ko mai.n ne nadiimmujhe sambhalne me.n to chaaliis saal guzre hai.nmerii hayaat to vish-paan kii kathaa hai nadiimmai.n zahr pii ke zamaane ko de sakaa amritna puuchh mai.n ne jo zahraaba-e-hayaat piyaamagar huu.n dil se mai.n is ke liye sipaas-guzaarlarazte haatho.n se daaman KHuluus kaa na chhaTaabachaa ke rakkhii thii mai.n ne amaanat-e-tifliiise na chhiin sakii mujh se dast-burd-e-shabaabba-qaul shaa.er-e-mulk-e-fara.ng har bachchaKHud apne ahd-e-javaanii kaa baap hotaa haiye kam nahii.n hai ki tiflii-e-rafta chho.D ga.iidil-e-hazii.n me.n ka.ii chhoTe chhoTe naqsh-e-qadammirii anaa kii rago.n me.n pa.De hu.e hai.n abhiina jaane kitne bahut narm u.ngliyo.n ke nishaa.nhanuuz vaqt ke be-dard haath kar na sakehayaat-e-rafta kii zinda nishaaniyo.n ko fanaazamaana chhiin sakegaa na merii fitrat semirii safaa mire tahtush-shu.uur kii ismattaKHaiyyulaat kii doshiizgii kaa radd-e-amaljavaan ho ke bhii be-laus tifl-vash jazbaatsyaanaa hone pe bhii ye jibillate.n meriiye sarKHushii o Gam be-riyaa ye qalb-gudaazbaGair bair ke an-ban Garaz se paak tapaakGaraz se paak ye aa.nsuu Garaz se paak ha.nsiiye dasht-e-dahr me.n hamdardiyo.n kaa sar-chashmaqubuuliyat kaa ye jazba ye kaa.enaat o hayaatis arz-e-paak par iimaan ye ham-aaha.ngiihar aadmii se har ik KHvaab o ziist se ye lagaavye maa.n kii god kaa ehsaas sab manaazir me.nqariib o duur zamii.n me.n ye buu-e-vataniyyatnizaam-e-shams-o-qamar me.n payaam-e-hifz-e-hayaatba-chashm-e-shaam-o-sahar maamtaa kii shabnam siiye saaz o dil me.n mire naGma-e-analkaunainhar iztiraab me.n ruuh-e-sukuun-e-be-paayaa.nzamaana-e-guzaraa.n me.n davaam kaa sargamye bazm-e-jashn-e-hayaat-o-mamaat sajtii hu.iikisii kii yaad kii shahnaa.iyaa.n sii bajtii hu.iiye ramaziiyat ke anaasir shu.uur-e-puKHta me.nfalak pe vajd me.n laatii hai jo farishto.n kovo shaa.erii bhii buluuG-e-mizaaj-e-tiflii haiye nashtariyyat-e-hastii ye is kii sheriyatye pattii pattii pe gulzaar-e-zindagii ke kisiilatiif nuur kii parchhaa.iyaa.n sii pa.Dtii hu.iibaham ye hairat o maanuusiyat kii sargoshiibashar kii zaat ki mahr-e-uluuhiyat ba-jabii.nabad ke dil me.n ja.De.n maartaa hu.aa sabzaGam-e-jahaa.n mujhe aa.nkhe.n dikhaa nahii.n saktaaki aa.nkhe.n dekhe hu.e huu.n mai.n ne apne bachpan kiimire lahuu me.n abhii tak sunaa.ii detii hai.nsukuut-e-huzn me.n bhii ghu.nghru.o.n kii jhankaare.nye aur baat ki mai.n is pe kaan de na sakuu.nisii vadii.at-e-tiflii kaa ab sahaaraa haiyahii hai.n marham-e-kaafuur dil ke zaKHmo.n parunhii ko rakhnaa hai mahfuuz taa-dam-e-aaKHirzamiin-e-hind hai gahvaara aaj bhii hamdamagar hisaab kare.n das karo.D bachcho.n kaaye bachche hind kii sab se ba.Dii amaanat hai.nhar ek bachche me.n hai.n sad-jahaan-e-imkaanaatmagar vatan kaa hal-o-aqd jin ke haath me.n hainizaam-e-zindagii-e-hind jin ke bas me.n hairavayya dekh ke un kaa ye kahnaa pa.Dtaa haikise pa.Dii hai ki samjhe vo is amaanat kokise pa.Dii hai ki bachcho.n kii zindagii ko bachaa.eKHaraab hone se Talne se suukh jaane sebachaa.e kaun in aazurda honhaaro.n kovo zindagii jise ye de rahe hai.n bhaarat kokaro.Do.n bachcho.n ke miTne kaa ik alamiyya haichuraa.e jaate hai.n bachche abhii gharo.n se yahaa.nki jism to.D diye jaa.e.n un ke taaki milechuraane vaalo.n ko KHairaat maagh-mele kiijo is azaab se bach jaa.e.n to gale pa.D jaa.e.nvo la.ante.n ki hamaare karo.Do.n bachcho.n kiinadiim KHair se miTTii KHaraab ho jaa.evo muflisii ki KHushii chhiin le vo be-bargiiudaasiyo.n se bharii zindagii kii be-ra.ngiivo yaasiyaat na jis ko chhu.e shu.aa-e-umiidvo aa.nkhe.n dekhtii hai.n har taraf jo be-nuuriivo TukTukii ki jo pathraa ke rah ga.ii ho nadiimvo be-dilii kii ha.nsii chhiin le jo ho.nTo.n sevo dukh ki jis se sitaaro.n kii aa.nkh bhar aa.evo gandagii vo kasaafat maraz-zada paikarvo bachche chhin ga.e ho.n jin se bachpane un kehamii.n ne gho.nT diyaa jis ke bachpane kaa galaajo khaate-piite gharo.n ke hai.n bachche un ko bhii kyaasamaaj phuulne-phalne ke de sakaa saadhanvo saa.ns lete hai.n tahziib-kush fazaa.o.n me.nham un ko dete hai.n be-jaan aur Galat ta.aliimmilegaa ilm-e-jihaalat-numaa se kyaa un konikal ke madraso.n aur universitiyyo.n seye bad-nasiib na ghar ke na ghaaT ke ho.ngemai.n puuchhtaa huu.n ye ta.aliim hai ki makkaariikaro.Do.n zindagiyo.n se ye be-panaah daGaanisaab aisaa ki mehnat kare.n agar is parbajaa.e ilm jahaalat kaa iktisaab kare.nye ulTaa dars-e-adab ye sa.Dii hu.ii ta.aliimdimaaG kii ho Gizaa yaa Gizaa-e-jismaaniihar ik tarah kii Gizaa me.n yahaa.n milaavaT haivo jis ko bachcho.n kii ta.aliim kah ke dete hai.nvo dars ulTii chhurii hai gale pe bachpan kezamiin-e-hind hi.nDolaa nahii.n hai bachcho.n kaakaro.Do.n bachcho.n kaa ye des ab janaaza haiham inqalaab ke KHatro.n se KHuub vaaqif hai.nkuchh aur roz yahii rah ga.e jo lail-o-nahaarto mol lenaa pa.Degaa hame.n ye KHatra bhiiki bachche qaum kii sab se ba.Dii amaanat hai.n
rah-guzar, saa.e, shajar, manzil-o-dar, halqa-e-baambaam par siina-e-mahtaab khulaa, aahistajis tarah khole ko.ii band-e-qabaa, aahistahalqa-e-baam tale, saayo.n kaa Thahraa hu.aa niilniil kii jhiiljhiil me.n chupke se tairaa, kisii patte kaa habaabek pal tairaa, chalaa, phuuT gayaa, aahistabahut aahista, bahut halkaa, KHunuk-ra.ng sharaabmere shiishe me.n Dhalaa, aahistashiisha-o-jaam, suraahii, tire haatho.n ke gulaabjis tarah duur kisii KHvaab kaa naqshaap hii aap banaa aur miTaa aahista
havaasub.h-dam us kii aahista aahista khultii hu.ii aa.nkh seKHvaab kii siipiyaa.n chun.ne jaa.e to kahnaaki ham jaagte hai.nhavaa us se kahnaaki jo hijr kii aag piitii ruto.n kii tanaabe.nrago.n se ulajhtii hu.ii saa.ns ke saath kas de.nunhe.n raat ke surma.ii haath KHairaat me.n nii.nd kab de sake hai.nhavaa us ke baazuu pe likkhaa hu.aa ko.ii ta.aviiz baa.ndhe to kahnaaki aavaargii o.Dh kar saa.ns lete musaafirtujhe khojte khojte thak ga.e hai.nhavaa us se kahnaaki ham ne tujhe khojne kii sabhii KHvaahisho.n koudaasii kii diivaar me.n chun diyaa haihavaa us se kahnaaki vahshii darindo.n kii bastii ko jaate hu.e raasto.n partire naqsh-e-paa dekh karham ne dil me.n tire naam ke har tarafik siyah maatamii haashiya bun diyaa haihavaa us se kahnaahavaa kuchh na kahnaahavaa kuchh na kahnaa
ek aayaa gayaa duusraa aa.egaa der se dekhtaa huu.n yuu.nhii raat us kii guzar jaa.egiimai.n kha.Daa huu.n yahaa.n kis liye mujh ko kyaa kaam hai yaad aataa nahii.n yaad bhii TimTimaataahu.aa ik diyaa ban ga.ii jis kii ruktii hu.ii aur jhijaktii hu.ii har kiran be-sadaa qahqaha haimagar mere kaano.n ne kaise use sun liyaa ek aa.ndhii chalii chal ke miTbhii ga.ii aaj tak mere kaano.n me.n maujuud hai saa.e.n saa.e.n machaltii hu.ii aurubaltii hu.ii phailtii phailtii der se mai.n kha.Daa huu.n yahaa.n ek aayaa gayaaduusraa aa.egaa raat us kii guzar jaa.egii ek ha.ngaama barpaa hai dekhe.n jidharaa rahe hai.n ka.ii log chalte hu.e aur Tahalte hu.e aur rukte hu.e phir seba.Dhte hu.e aur lapakte hu.e aa rahe jaa rahe hai.n idhar se udhar aur udhar seidhar jaise dil me.n mire dhyaan kii lahar se ek tuufaan hai vaise aa.nkhe.nmirii dekhtii hii chalii jaa rahii hai.n ki ik TimTimaate diye kii kiran zindagii ko phisaltehu.e aur girte hu.e Dhab se zaahir kiye jaa rahii hai mujhe dhyaanaataa hai ab tiirgii ik ujaalaa banii hai magar is ujaale se ristii chalii jaa rahiihai.n vo amrit kii buu.nde.n jinhe.n mai.n hathelii pe apnii sambhaale rahaa huu.n hatheliimagar TimTimaataa hu.aa ik diyaa ban ga.ii thii lapak se ujaalaa hu.aa lau girii phir a.ndheraa saachhaane lagaa baiThtaa baiThtaa baiTh kar ek hii pal me.n uThtaa hu.aa jaise aa.ndhii ketiikhe thape.Do.n se darvaaze ke taaq khulte rahe.n band hote rahe.npha.D.pha.Daate hu.e taa.ir-e-zaKHm-KHurda kii maanind mai.n dekhtaa hii rahaa ek aayaagayaa duusraa aa.egaa soch aa.ii mujhe paa.nv ba.Dhne se inkaar kartega.e mai.n kha.Daa hii rahaa dil me.n ik buu.nd ne ye kahaa raat yuu.nhii guzar jaa.egiidil kii ik buu.nd ko aa.nkh me.n le ke mai.n dekhtaa hii rahaa pha.D.pha.Daate hu.e taa.irzaKHm-KHurda kii maanind darvaaze ke taaq ik baar jab mil ga.e mujh ko aahista aahistaehsaas hone lagaa ab ye zaKHmii parinda na ta.Dpegaa lekin mire dil ko har vaqtta.Dpaa.egaa mai.n hathelii pe apnii sambhaale rahuu.ngaa vo amrit kii buu.nde.n jinhe.n aa.nkhse merii risnaa thaa lekin mirii zindagii TimTimaataa hu.aa ik diyaa ban ga.ii jis kii ruktii hu.iiaur jhijaktii hu.ii har kiran be-sadaa qahqaha hai ki is tiirgii me.n ko.ii baat aisii nahii.njis ko pahle a.ndhere me.n dekhaa ho mai.n ne safar ye ujaale a.ndhere kaa chaltaarahaa hai to chaltaa rahegaa yahii rasm hai raah kii ek aayaa gayaa duusraaaa.egaa raat aise guzar jaa.egii TimTimaate sitaare bataate the raste kiinaddii bahii jaa rahii hai bahe jaa is uljhan se aise nikal jaa ko.ii siidhaa manzil pe jaataathaa lekin ka.ii qaafile bhuul jaate the anjum ke daur-e-yagaanaa ke mub.ham ishaare magar vobhii chalte hu.e aur ba.Dhte hu.e shaam se pahle hii dekh lete the maqsuud kaa banddarvaaza khulne lagaa hai magar mai.n kha.Daa huu.n yahaa.n mujh ko kyaa kaam hai meraa darvaazakhultaa nahii.n hai mujhe phaile sahraa kii so.ii hu.ii reg kaa zarra zarra yahii kah rahaa haike aise KHaraabe me.n suukhii hathelii hai ik aisaa talvaa ke jis ko kisii KHaar kii nok chubhne pe bhiikah nahii.n saktii mujh ko ko.ii buu.nd apne lahuu kii pilaa do magar mai.n kha.Daa huu.n yahaa.n kis liyekaam ko.ii nahii.n hai to mai.n bhii in aate hu.e aur jaate hu.e ek do tiinlaakho.n baguulo.n me.n mil kar yuu.nhii chalte chalte kahii.n Duub jaataa ke jaise yahaa.nbahtii lahro.n me.n kashtii har ek mauj ko thaam letii hai apnii hathelii ke phaile ka.nvalme.n mujhe dhyaan aataa nahii.n hai ki is raah me.n to har ik jaane vaale ke basme.n hai manzil mai.n chal duu.n chaluu.n aa.iye aa.iye aap kyuu.n is jagahaise chup-chaap tanhaa kha.De hai.n agar aap kahiye to ham ik achhuutii sii Tahnii sedo phuul bas bas mujhe is kii ko.ii zaruurat nahii.n hai mai.n ikdost kaa raasta dekhtaa huu.n magar vo chalaa bhii gayaa hai mujhe phir bhiitaskiin aatii nahii.n hai ki mai.n ek sahraa kaa baashinda maaluum hone lagaa huu.n KHudapnii nazar me.n mujhe ab ko.ii band darvaaza khultaa nazar aa.e ye baat mumkin nahii.n haimai.n ik aur aa.ndhii kaa mushtaaq huu.n jo mujhe apne parde me.n yaksar chhupaa lemujhe ab ye mahsuus hone lagaa hai suhaanaa samaa.n jitnaa bas me.n thaa merevo sab ek bahtaa saa jho.nkaa banaa hai jise haath mere nahii.n rok sakteki merii hathelii me.n amrit kii buu.nde.n to baaqii nahii.n hai.n faqat ek phailaa hu.aaKHushk be-barg be-ra.ng sahraa hai jis me.n ye mumkin nahii.n mai.n kahuu.nek aayaa gayaa duusraa aa.egaa raat merii guzar jaa.egii
phir KHayaal aayaa ki jiinaa hai mujhejis tarah ek thakaa-maa.nda parindalaakh ho barf-ba-jaa.nlaakh ho aahista safarik bulandii pe to hotaa hai zaruurzer-e-parvaaz ko.ii gahraa samundar hai to kyaause uupar se guzar jaanaa hai
mai.n jin ko chho.D aayaa thaa shanaasaa.ii kii bastii ke vo saare raaste aavaaz dete hai.nnahii.n maaluum ab kis vaaste aavaaz dete hai.nlahuu me.n KHaak u.Dtii haibadan KHvaahish-ba-KHvaahish Dah rahaa haiaur nafas kii aamad-o-shud dil kii naa-hamvaariyo.n par bain kartii haivo saare KHvaab ek ik kar ke ruKHsat ho chuke hai.n jin se aa.nkhe.n jaagtii thii.naur ummiido.n ke rauzan shahr-e-aa.inda me.n khilte thebahut aahista aahistaa.ndheraa dil me.n, aa.nkho.n me.n, lahuu me.n, bahte bahte jam gayaa haivaqt jaise tham gayaa hai
mai.n kahtaa huu.n tum se agar shaam ko bhuul kar bhii kisii ne kabhii ko.ii dhundlaa sitaara na dekhaato is par ta.ajjub nahii.n hai na hogaaazal se isii Dhab kii paaband hai shaam kii zaahiraa be-zarar shoKH naaginubharte hu.e aur lachakte hu.e aur machalte hu.e kahtii jaatii hai aa.o mujhe dekho mai.n netumhaare liye ek ra.ngiin mahfil jamaa.ii hu.ii haianokhaa saa aivaan hai har taraf jis me.n parde gire hai.n vahaa.n jo bhii ho us koko.ii nahii.n dekh saktaatahe.n is ke pardo.n kii aise lachaktii chalii jaatii hai.n jaise phailii hu.ii sat.h-e-dariyaa neuTh kar dhundalke kii maanind pinhaa.n kiyaa ho fazaa ko nazar sezaraa dekho chhat par laTakte hai.n faanuus apnii har ik niim-raushan kiran se sujhaatehai.n ik bhed kii baat kaa giit jis me.n masahrii ke aaGosh kii larzishe.n ho.nsutuuno.n ke piichhe se aahista aahista ruktaa hu.aa aur jhijaktaa hu.aa chor saaya yahii kah rahaahai vo aa.e vo aa.eabhii ek pal me.n achaanak yuu.nhii jagmagaane lagegaa ye aivaan yaksarhar ik chiiz kaise qariine se rakhii hu.ii haimai.n kahtii huu.n maano chalo aa.o mahfil sajii haitum aa.o to guu.nj uTThe shahnaa.ii daalaan me.n aane jaane kii aahaT se ha.ngaama paidaaho lekin masahrii ke aaGosh kii larzisho.n me.n tumhe.n is kaa ehsaasbhii hone paa.e to zimma hai meraaazal se is Dhab kii paaband hai mauj-e-betaab us ko KHabar bhii na hogii ki ik shaaKH-e-naazukne bebaak jho.nke se Takraa ke aahe.n bharii thii.nmagar mai.n ye kahtaa huu.n tum se agar shaad ko bhuul kar bhii kisii ne kabhii ko.ii dhundlaa sitaarana dekhaa to us par ta.ajjub nahii.n haiazal se isii Dhab kii paaband hai shaam kii shoKH naaginye Dastii hai Daste hu.e kahtii jaatii haijaa.o agar tum jhijakte rahoge tohar lamha yaksaa.n ravish se guzar jaa.egaa aur tum dekhte hii rahoge akele akeletumhe.n daa.e.n baa.e.n tumhe.n saamne kuchh dikhaa.ii na degaa faqat sard diivaare.n ha.nstii rahe.ngiimagar un kaa ha.nsnaa bhii aahista aahista biite zamaane kii maanind ik duur kii baat ma.aluum hone lagegaadhundalke me.n Duubii hu.ii aa.nkh dekhegii rauzan se duur ik sitaara nazar aa rahaa haimagar chhat pe faanuus kaa ko.ii jhuulaa na hogaashikasta fataada sutuuno.n kii maanind farsh-e-hazii.n par tumhaaraa vo saaya ta.Daptaa rahegaa jiseye tamannaa thii kah duu.n tamannaa kyaa thiibas ab apnii Gamnaak baato.n ko apne ubharte hu.e aur badalte hu.e rang me.n tuu chhupaa lemai.n ab maantaa huu.n ki tuu ne ravaanii me.n apnii bahut duur rauzan se dhu.ndlesitaare bhii dekhe hai.n laakho.nmai.n ab maantaa huu.n mirii aa.nkh me.n ek aa.nsuu jhalaktaa chalaa jaa rahaa hai Tapaktaa nahii.n haimai.n ab maantaa huu.n mujhe daa.e.n baa.e.n mujhe saamne kuchh dikhaa.ii nahii.n de rahaa hai faqatsard diivaare.n ha.nstii chalii jaa rahii hai.nmai.n ab maantaa huu.n ki mai.n ne is aivaan ko aaj tak apne KHvaabo.n me.n dekhaa hai lekinvahaa.n ko.ii bhii chiiz aise qariine se rakkhii nahii.n haiki jaise bataayaa hai tuu ne tirii ek ra.ngiin mahfil sajii haimasahrii ke aaGosh kii larzisho.n kaa mujhe KHvaab bhii ab na aa.egaa mai.n apnekaano.n se kaise sunuu.ngaa vo shahnaa.ii kii guu.nj sinduurkaa surKH naGma jise sun ke daalaan me.n aane jaane kii aahaTse ha.ngaama ho jaataa hai ek pal komujhe to faqat sard diivaare.n ha.nstii sunaa.ii diye jaa rahii hai.n
mujhe yaad pa.Dtaa hai ik umr guzriilagaavaT kii shabnam me.n lahja Dubo karko.ii mujh ko aavaaz detaa thaa aksarbulaave kii maasuumiyat ke sahaaremai.n aahista aahista pahu.nchaa yahaa.n takba-har samt amboh-e-aavaar-gaa.n thaaba.De chaa.o se mai.n ne ik ik se puuchhaa''kaho kyaa tum hii ne pukaaraa thaa mujh kokaho kyaa tum hii ne pukaaraa thaa mujh ko"magar mujh se amboh-e-aavaar-gaa.n nehiraasaa.n hiraasaa.n pareshaa.n pareshaa.nkahaa sirf itnaa nahii.n'' vo nahii.n hamhame.n bhii bulaa kar ko.ii chhup gayaa hai''
dil guzargaah hai aahista-KHiraamii ke liyetez-gaamii ko jo apnaa.o to kho jaa.ogeik zaraa der hii palko.n ko jhapak lene dois qadar Gaur se dekhoge to so jaa.oge
nikal kar juu-e-naGma KHuld-zaar-e-maah-o-anjum sefazaa kii vus.ato.n me.n hai ravaa.n aahista aahistaba-suu-e-nauha-aabaad-e-jahaa.n aahista aahistanikal kar aa rahii hai ik gulistaan-e-tarannum sesitaare apne miiThe madh-bhare halke tabassum sekiye jaate hai.n fitrat ko javaa.n aahista aahistasunaate hai.n use ik daastaa.n aahista aahistadayaar-e-zindagii mad.hosh hai un ke takallum seyahii aadat hai roz-e-avvalii.n se un sitaaro.n kiichamakte hai.n ki duniyaa me.n masarrat kii hukuumat huu.nchamakte hai.n ki insaa.n fikr-e-hastii ko bhulaa Daaleliye hai ye tamannaa har kiran un nuur-paaro.n kiikabhii ye KHaak-daa.n gahvaara-e-husn-o-lataafat hokabhii insaan apnii gum-shuda jannat ko phir paa le
ek kachhve ke aa ga.ii jii me.nkiijiye sair o gasht KHushkii kiijaa rahaa thaa chalaa hu.aa KHaamoshus se naahaq ulajh pa.Daa KHargoshmiyaa.n kachhve! tumhaarii chaal hai yeyaa ko.ii shaamat aur vabaal hai yeyuu.n qadam phuu.nk phuu.nk dharte hogoyaa uttuu zamii.n pe dharte hokyuu.n hu.e chal ke muft me.n bad-naambe-chale kyaa aTak rahaa thaa kaamtum ko ye hausla na karnaa thaachulluu paanii me.n Duub marnaa thaaye tan-o-tosh aur ye raftaaraisii raftaar par KHudaa kii maarbolaa kachhvaa ki ho.n KHafaa na huzuurmai.n to huu.n aap mo'tarif ba-qusuuragar aahistagii hai jurm-o-gunaahto mai.n KHud apne jurm kaa huu.n gavaahmujh ko jo saKHt sust farmaayaaaap ne sab durust farmaayaamujh ko Gaafil magar na jaaniyegaabanda-parvar buraa na maaniyegaayuu.n zabaanii javaab to kyaa duu.nshart bad kar chalo to dikhlaa duu.ntum to ho aaftaab me.n zarrapar miTaa duu.ngaa aap kaa Gurrasun ke KHargosh ne ye talKH javaabkahaa kachhve se yuu.n zi-ruu-e-itaabtuu kare merii ham-sarii kaa KHayaalterii ye taab ye sakat ye majaalchyuu.nTii ke jo par nikal aa.eto yaqii.n hai ki ab ajal aa.eare bebaak! bad-zabaa.n mu.nh-phaTtuu ne dekhii kahaa.n hai dau.D jhapaTjab mai.n tezii se jast kartaa huu.nshahsavaaro.n ko past kartaa huu.ngard ko merii baad-e-paa na lagelaakh dau.De miraa pata na lagerail huu.n barq huu.n chhalaavaa huu.nmai.n chhalaave kaa balki baavaa huu.nterii merii nibhegii sohbat kyaaaasmaa.n ko zamii.n se nisbat kyaajis ne bhugte ho.n turkii o taaziiaaise mariyal se kyaa bade baaziibaat ko ab ziyaada kyaa duu.n tuulKHair kartaa huu.n terii shart qubuulhai munaasib ki imtihaa.n ho jaa.etaaki aib o hunar ayaa.n ho jaa.eal-Garaz ik maqaam Thahraa karhu.e dono.n hariif garm-e-safarbas-ki zoro.n pe thaa cha.Dhaa KHargoshtezii phurtii se yuu.n ba.Dhaa KHargoshjis tarah jaa.e top kaa golaayaa gire aasamaan se olaaek do khet chauk.Dii bhar keapnii chustii pe aafrii.n kar kekisii goshe me.n so gayaa jaa karfikr ''kyaa hai chale.nge sustaa kar''aur kachhvaa Gariib aahistachalaa siine ko KHaak par ghistaasuu.ii ghanTe kii jaise chaltii haiyaa ba-tadriij chhaa.nv Dhaltii haiyuu.nhii chaltaa rahaa ba-istiqlaalna kiyaa kuchh idhar udhar kaa KHayaalkaam kartaa rahaa jo pai-dar-paikar gayaa rafta rafta manzil taihaif KHargosh rah gayaa sotaasamra Gaflat kaa aur kyaa hotaajab khulii aa.nkh to saveraa thaasaKHt sharmindagii ne gheraa thaasabr o mohabbat me.n hai sar-afraaziisust kachhve ne jiit lii baaziinahii.n qissa ye dil-lagii ke liyebalki ibrat hai aadmii ke liyehai suKHan is hijaab me.n ruu-poshvarna kachhvaa kahaa.n kahaa.n KHargosh
mai.n apne aa.ngan me.n khoyaa khoyaa saaaahista aahista ghultaa jaataa huu.nkisii parinde ke par saa lahraataa huu.nduur gagan kii ujyaalii peshaanii pardhundlaa dhundlaa daaG saa bantaa jaataa huu.n
qasr-e-shaahii me.n ki mumkin nahii.n Gairo.n kaa guzarek din nuur-jahaa.n baam pe thii jalva-figanko.ii shaamat-zada rahgiir udhar aa niklaagarche thii qasr me.n har chaar taraf se qadGanGairat-e-husn se begam ne tamancha maaraaKHaak par Dher thaa ik kushta-e-be-gor-o-kafansaath hii shah-e-jahaa.ngiir ko pahu.nchii jo KHabarGaiz se aa ga.ii abruu-e-adaalat pe shikanhukm bhejaa ki kaniizaan-e-shabistaan-e-shahiijaa ke puuchh aa.e.n ki sach yaa ki Galat hai ye suKHannaKHvat-e-husn se begam ne ba-sad-naaz kahaamerii jaanib se karo arz ba-aa.iin-e-hasanhaa.n mujhe vaaq.ea-e-qatl se inkaar nahii.nmujh se naamuus-e-hayaa ne ye kahaa thaa ki bazanus kii gustaaKH-nigaahii ne kiyaa us ko halaakkishvar-e-husn me.n jaarii hai yahii shara-e-kuhanmufti-e-dii.n se jahaa.ngiir ne fatvaa puuchhaaki sharii.at me.n kisii ko nahii.n kuchh jaa-e-suKHanmufti-e-diin ne be-KHauf-o-KHatar saaf kahaashar.a kahtii hai ki qaatil kii u.Daa do gardanlog darbaar me.n is hukm se tharraa uTThepar jahaa.ngiir ke abruu pe na bal thaa na shikantarkasho.n ko ye diyaa hukm ki andar jaa karpahle begam ko kare.n basta-e-zanjiir-o-rasanphir usii tarah use khii.nch ke baahar laa.e.naur jallaad ko de.n hukm ki haa.n teG bazanye vahii nuur-jahaa.n hai ki haqiiqat me.n yahiithii jahaa.ngiir ke parde me.n shahanshaah-e-zamanus kii peshaani-e-naazuk pe jo pa.Dtii thii girahjaa ke ban jaatii thii auraaq-e-hukuumat pe shikanab na vo nuur-jahaa.n hai na vo andaaz-e-Guruurna vo Gamze hai.n na vo arbada-e-sabr-shikanab vahii paa.nv har ik gaam pe tharraate hai.njin kii raftaar se paamaal the murGaan-e-chamanek mujrim hai ki jis kaa ko.ii haamii na shafiiek bekas hai ki jis kaa na ko.ii ghar na vatanKHidmat-e-shaah me.n begam ne ye bhejaa paiGaamKHuu.n-bahaa bhii to sharii.at me.n ik amr-e-ahsanmufti-e-sharaa se phir shaah ne fatvaa puuchhaabole jaa.ez hai razaa-mand huu.n gar bachcha o zanvaariso.n ko jo diye laakh diram begam nesab ne darbaar me.n kii arz ki ai shaah-e-zamanham ko maqtuul kaa lenaa nahii.n manzuur qisaasqatl kaa hukm jo ruk jaa.e to hai mustahsanho chukaa jab ki shahanshaah ko puuraa ye yaqiinki nahii.n is me.n ko.ii shaa.eba-e-hiila-o-fanuTh ke darbaar se aahista chalaa suu-e-haramthii jahaa.n nuur-jahaa.n mo'takif-e-bait-e-KHazandaf.atan paa.nv pe begam ke giraa aur ye kahaatuu agar kushta shudii aah che mii kardam man
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